Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be able to have sex with a woman I respect.
Not that I'm out there just nailin' chicks left and right or anything, but the vast majority of women I find myself physically attracted to -- about whom dirty scenes form in my head and repeat constantly -- I'm not mentally attracted to.
Granted, many of them I've not actually gotten to know beyond an acquaintance level, but I sometimes wonder if I can even really, truly get to really, truly know and appreciate a woman I find aesthetically appealing.
I have an incredibly difficult time viewing the attractive lasses as much more than sexual objects to be had.
As for the vast majority of the women I've ever found a mental connection with and/or a mental attraction to, I've not really had a physical attraction to. Any dirty thoughts I've had of them I've pretty much had to convince myself to have just to see if I can think of them that way.
And then I feel dirty for doing it.
Is it possible such a woman exists who will be able to engage the inside of my cranium because of not only the mental connection, but also because of a physical attraction that's cast her as the star of the dirty movies in my imagination?
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Wow, I really appreciate the honesty of this post! I hope you do figure it out.
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Shyeah right! Ok so it's possible to find someone attractive in both ways if you read the dictionary while you are in bed! Like that makes since right?!
ReplyDeleteI've made it my life's quest to find a women who will quote from the To Be or Not To Be Soliloquy from Hamlet at the exact same time I bring her to orgasm. Oh, and she has to have big tits. Not beef tits, just big.
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